Strugglin'

I have been in a relationship for almost 4 years. I love this man dearly. But sometimes I could strangle him! We have recently sat down and talked. I voiced to him my feelings. And it really made him think about what I had said. It had been a week since that talk and I do see changes in a good way; but how long will this last. We have been to this point before and yet again we return. He has stood by me through so much and I have done same. But a person can only take so much. I don't know where I would be without him. But then I think about where I could be. I am just torn on what to do. I want to make this work. But at the same time is it worth all of the pain that goes with it.